tonight Lucy fell asleep in my arms watching American Idol reruns. It was really really sweet. She spent 1/2 hour wiggling and talking and wiggling and talking. I was about to take her to her room to read books and she asked me to rub her back (really she said: "It's ok if you rub my back" as she pulled up her shirt). I had some vicks out so I used that and after about 30 seconds she was snoring away so of course I had to rock for a bit longer with my sleeping baby in my arms. I keep wondering when will be the very last time she falls asleep in my arm ... will it be tonight, was that it??? That's why we kept rocking so I could hold on to her as long as possible.